Lies

when u look back on your days of youthful innocence can u tell me do u recall you're first lie? at 13 u were the new girl in town who thought of yourself as the loner and the geek u hide away in those baggy clothes and those glasses dreaming of popularity.the kids r so mean the way they taunt and tease only one girl reaches out so u gasp and clap on so tight u swear  u'll always be bff's till the day they finally notice you u sigh in relief cause the popular ones hold the power so u see oppunity as means they whisper follow me like the blind follows a puppy u walk right into that store ignore me hello do u remember me the little voice inside your head u know me the one who's never steered u wrong .. u flip you're hair like u just don't care cause they start to whisper and overpower me " oh u'll look so pretty in this shade slip it into your purse U'll be ok i tell u it's wrong but u tell me it's only one time just a little lie .. mom asks u where r u going? u smile and say I'll be at Rachel's tonight feeling no remorse as u use that fake id to enter the over 18 club u laugh and dance with your friends who whisper how much prettier you'll be if u ditch those glasses..i have no money u whisper.. they laugh and point to you're purse so u whisper to me it's just one time a little lie who can it hurt right? security turns to help you're friends who distract him so u slip and run phew u got away clean another lie another time.. never think about that poor man who lost his job that day..3 yrs pass and u bloosm from a tiny rose bud into the prettiest flower on display remember your bff the one u swore always with yes the one u stare past in the halls the one who u taunt and tease even push to tears remember that little lie u told to mom Jake and i r only frineds.. even after that one late night when u drank too many and lied I'm past 18 he smiled as he pushed inside of you a bit of pain a bit of blood u kiss your girlhood goodbye and smile with devilish pride cause daddy's angel is now a women.. you're lie can't hurt right? too bad u never thought cause now he's severing 2-5  statutory rape is a crime one u'll never pay for even though it was your lie.. right? u wave that plastic in the air so proud and excited u hold the power hop in the new Mercedes Benz momma just bought for you one drink too many and u laugh and say "I'm fine" u grab the keys maybe if you're so called best friends had taken the time to look u in the eyes to see that "I'm fine" was just another lie r maybe if they had thought to take away your keys that late night.. maybe u would still be alive to tell another one of your DAMN lies..