Lock Yourself Away

Shut up in your doll house,
the walls are screaming whispers,
rose petals fall like tears around you,
incense burning chokes the swirling air.

shake your dollhouse painted walls.
watch you suffocate.

the music scares you into serenity.
nightmare safe house locked inside.

can you make sense of the words that bleed from me?
does it frighten them when that side takes charge?

they watch you running from yourself,
until you catch you,
they laugh when you fall,
when tremors rock you.
until you lose yourself,
in yourself.

draw the curtains of your dollhouse,
better if they don't know,
better if they cant see,

the way you tear yourself apart.