I Love You

Be still.
Something is going terribly wrong.
I can feel it in my stomach.
An amorphous cloud of purple lightning.
Threatening.
Anticipating a move.
All are so far away.
I can smell them.
I wish we could reach them.
If only we weren't so afraid.
We're thinking not unlike children.
I'm so scared.
It feels as if I cannot breathe.
I have no attachment to this world.
So thin and sick.
Something's coming.
I just don't know what.
Just don't stop talking to me.
Even if it is just a whisper.
Hold me.
Tighter.
I love you.
You never knew it before, but I've loved you.
Don't let go.
This should have been under different circumstances.
Kiss me.
I feel so alone.
Let me feel some sort of compassionate touch.
Let me feel you.
Make love to me.
We don't have to.
Not if you don't want to.
Look me in the eyes.
Let me know you're here.
Just until the sun is up.
This is too fucking dangerous.
I'll tell you what this all is.
I'll tell you right now.
This is torture.
I can't believe this.
This shouldn't be happening.
They're no more powerful than I am.
I can withstand their blows.
I'm shivering so much.
Maybe.
If I try.
I can get through to them.
I can help them.
They'll let me.
They must.
Somehow.
They're not the monsters they think they are.
I'm no more human than they are.
I am human.
I know I am.
I love you.