your picture.

I keep a book with your picture
and the IM converstaions
so that I can remind myself
one time you CARED.
but your books are all filled up
your message history packed with thoughts
of HER.
tell me today that I wasted 3 years
wishing that things would change between us.
you say "dont be so dramatic"
oh, you're right.
I'll pick myself up from off the floor
and hold my head high when you tell me that
she did with you what I wouldn't.
I slit the places you'll never see with your own eyes
not again.
so that my pain won't be on display
screaming at you that
"I just can't get over you."
but why should I
when you ripped my heart out right in front of me
and threw the bloody muscle at my feet
spat on it and laughed
then walked away.
yeah, sure
i'm okay.

-lacerationxllama