Today is the day of my 18th birthday, and grandma theres a few things Ive wanted to say
Your "perfect little granddaughter" isnt so perfect after all
Ill start off by saying I used your tooth brush to clean the fish bowls
When I was sick Id spit in all the drinks in the house
I cheat, I lie, I steal
I lost my virginity at 13 years old
I have slept with guys as old as 33 years of age, someone closer than you think
I have had sex for money before
I have had sex in a park, movie theaters, random houses, parked cars, hotels, outside in the woods, and bathrooms anywhere I can
I have never used a condom in my life
I have brought guys into the house and fucked them right in my bed, the shower, and the living room floor
Ive had sex with 9 guys so far
And remember that 3way with that girl and her brother…yea that was true...I was just as involved as they were
I watch porn and masturbate often
I have made a few of my own porn videos
Ready for another shocker? Im bisexual...yes I love girls too
And yes I have sex with them as well, 7 to be exact
I was still smoking when you thought I quit (I started at 14 years old)
Ive smoked pot in the past
Remember I got suspended from school for alcohol? Yea I still havent stopped drinking
Ive cut myself since I was 12 years old and also didnt stop when you thought I did
Remember all the times you and grandpa would beat me? I always told!
Im not necessarily proud of all these things but yea
These are my simple confessions and I really hope you do hate me because you will NEVER see me again. Call me what you will I dont care, think what you want as well.
Me telling you all of this was to make up for all those times you called me "slut, fat, emo fuck up, ugly" and tore my self esteem down everyday. For all those times you hit me and smacked me around. For all those times you joined together with my mom and made up lies about me. For all those times you wished I would die.
Well guess what? Fuck you! You will be working at Wal-Mart until the day you die bitch, and I will be there when you kill over from a heart attack (loving every minute of it)
Now goodbye and good riddance
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Im actually gna give this letter to my grandma when i leave home....she needs to know. i hope to add to this list to further give her the heart attack she deserves lol judge me if you wanna lol i dc
whtcha think?
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i think its brilliant that you can express the feelings in this letter and are going to give it to her, from the sound of it she completely deserves it and i hope it will bring you closer to feeling better about yourself.
x
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lol shes gonna freak out. thank you, tht means alot that you agree with me.
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Sounds like your Grandma took every opportunity to mess up your life, and that you're allowing her to succeed, to be honest.
I'm not going to judge you on this one, because simply, why would I bother? I don't know you, the likelihood of it all is taht I probably will NEVER know you. But, i do think it's a shame that you've allowed her verbale abuse turn you into the type of person she obviously had a perception that you were. -
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yup....hmmmm.... she didnt turn me into it...i was always like this..
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ya i totally get what u mean..and i thnk she shld know..and ya i guess it prolly felt good to write it all out huh? lol
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yup lol
thanks girly
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You should express how you feel...maybe leave out the love the heart attack part but whatever
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lol if i take tht part out it just wouldnt be the same
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i guess she does need to know.....
but maybe not everything but its up to you.... -
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no she does lol i cant wait to see the look on her face
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