redeemed

To let go.....
and be UN-tamed,
just once to be adrift
letting my inhibitions
implode with all I have to give
taking you with me to my own personal
....freedom.

To be myself
running free with all of me
unleashed, as my passions burn
and create havoc with such pleasurable pain.

Ahhhh, the Ecstasy of this abandonment,
for the first time,
leaving something behind because I want to
not because I have too.
The intoxication of feeling without restriction
what a justification to the soul.

I am lit from the inside out
exploding with such ardent fervor
releasing myself all over you....
the taste of sin so pure....
impassioned by such gratification..
to just be able to be free of me,
free of my purity to sustain.

Do not fear me,take me in
and show me where you belong...
if you dare to be so naked and alive,
I will be your conspiracy....
you will be my paradise,
we will become jubilant together!

Desire and containment ,
reign coursing their way through me
as I battle this rage of fulmination...
between what I know to be right ,
and what I know to be wrong...
yet elusive I must be.....
when all I want is to be redeemed!