Apart

What can i say?
that hasn't been said before,
How can i tell you to leave,
Without you walking out the door?

Cause i don't want to lose you,
But i don't need you sticking around.
I'm pretty much ready to let go,
Even if Your my solid ground.

So i'll lay here,
motionless on the floor.
And I'll try to forget,
Why your not here anymore.

Cause i don't want to face,
Do me favor don't let me see.
Cause I don't want to think,
About losing the best thing for me.

Just dissapear,
So my wounds can really heal.
Because this pain for you,
I don't want to feel.

Im gonna pretend you never existed,
And you'll do the same.
Cause I don't want your help,
Im on my own again.

And it might be okay,
Somehow it might be alright.
I might get stronger,
And I might learn to fight.

But right now,
I'm learning how to close me up inside.
Cause when I read those things,
It felt as if I could have died.

But im alive and kicking,
With a cold calm in my heart.
I guess you were wrong,
We obviously fell part.