humanity.

giving me indescribable stares from across the room
slowly eroding my graciousness - death blooms
earthquake throws everyone to the ground - serenity wanes
the smell of dead bodies painted across a morbid plain
an aster flower screams in agony as it withers
from across the world a dying old man shivers

don’t stop worrying about yourself
self-righteous accusations, uptight mentality 
creating a screwed up reality
weakness with passive aggressiveness
I’m not respected, she never fails to inform me
defecating on my character - I’ve never been a liar

there’s something sinister to this malice
all the men see you’re callus
embrace me; allow me to be myself
all we ever needed was to love one another
now all we ever do is hurt each other
a good sense of humor and an open mind
to wake up from this madness

I remember the days
when ecstasy was the sensation, I’d say
I remember the days how much I couldn’t wait
to see your faces
I remember those new contemplations:
pure enlightenment; zero complications
for once in my life I was thriving without life support

now can somebody please tell me what day it is?
gagging on the smell of old piss
this is entirely sad and retarded
how do we mend back where we started?
preternaturally irate - inside I’m wailing
when my anger explodes I fell like I’m failing
overwhelmed with the lack of answers
cessation of interaction seemingly the only resolution

A million words couldn’t describe our group
And how much I hate what we’ve become
And how much you love what you’re reading

I Am Just A Human Being