all this time and I still love you
but you don't really care, you haven't a clue.
buy me a rose, one that's red
one with thorns
that way maybe, you'll forget when it's dead
buy me a rose, not a locket or key
one that bleeds
so when I cry maybe then you'll see
buy me a rose, one that's small
and it'll wilt
when I die and forget to call
buy a rose for me, keep it with you
always and forever
to remember how much you never knew
buy a rose for me, hold it close and tight
tell it all your secrets
before on my grave it will lay tonight
buy a rose and tell me you love me
try to know I loved you
Oh...wait, I guess,
you truly never knew
"love me always," but not how I thought,
thanks for nothing, you love me not'
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I rewrote it, based on my life right now to burn the keyboard with frustration.
I had[was having] an extremely good day today! Everything was going great, I wasn't mad at the guy I love anymore and we're weren't fighting or anything! We had talked everything out and told each other everything like before! He even asks to talk to me after school again...
and....!
He fucking invites his new girlfriend who says she's head her heels for him that he says he feels the same.
My day went to shit. The only positive thing was it wasn't just the three of us...there were about 6.
yaykilljoy
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