And I rather be numb
Stay cold
And hate myself
To stop me from everything
From hurting her
And I rather cry alone at night
With a pain that bleeds so much
And thoughts of suicide
To move myself away from this life
From breaking her heart again
And I rather give this all up
Kill my eyes completely
Blind my dreams
To vow in silence
And suffer endlessly because of my sins
And I rather be forgotten
Remember nothing
Burn my own existence
To lay with death
And die like I was never born at all
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