My Darkness Takes Me

All life comes to an end.
All endings bring despair.
I suffer eternally.
I endure hopelessly.
I’m worth nothing.
My future’s doomed to failure.
Should I live?

Your weak if you take your life.
Drown it in water,
Burn it in fire,
Throw it in clouds.
Your weak they say.
Am I weak?

You’re depressed over nothing.
How’s that something to take your life for?
It doesn’t affect me.
Why should it affect you?
I’m not you.

I cry seas of tears,
I lie in sorrow.
I dream no dream of happiness.
Life is unfair,
I know this.
But why if it is so bad,
Should I live?

Hate is all around.
I anger at the thought of it.
I confer my pain to others,
I burden them with troubles.
If only to relieve myself.

I deal with death in solitude.
My mind no longer wanders
The way forward is clear now.
I love you all I truly do.
It was never you
but me.

I must do this.
I have to leave you I have to go.
It’s finally over.
I smile at the thought of freedom,
Freedom to be me.

Here it is such beauty
The golden sands.
The pure blue sea.
It stands before me.
alluring to me.
The clouds so low
I can barely see
I spread my arms
I fly free.

The sun shines so brightly
Bathing me in warmth
The sea sounds so soothing
Forever growing close
The breeze sweeps past my face
Faster than ever before
My heart pounds wildly
I am no more.