How Dare You!!

did they know me?
when i was nothing at all?
no...they didn't want to know me
as i was falling from grace
as i was going insane!!
they didn't want nothing to do WITH ME!!

NOW here they are
waiting for me to give them a call
what kind of person do they think i am?
to think i would bend just for them?
after all this pain i was put through
after all the time you made me the joke in my own life
i won't bend for you

i was there in the beginning
making my mistakes
drowning myself in hate
i was there trying to breath when life had a hold of my neck
it was just me!!
not you
you were no where around, you weren't helping me!!

i came out good
beaten down but still alive
i made it through all the madness
standing here under God's great big sky
i know i made it

you can see that
and you look at me a little differently now
like you want to get to know me
cause i am way better than what i was before
but you never loved me in the beginning
so why should you in the end?
i fought so hard to live without you
now you won't leave me alone
following every step i take
waiting for me to turn around and take you into my arms
but that i won't do!!

i was by myself
and only God had my back
him and myself i will only and always stay with