Fear when I saw the look in his eyes
Fear when I realised it was all lies
Fear when he pinned me to the bed
Fear is constantly in my head
Fear when he told me never to tell
Fear as I was going through that hell
Fear in case anyone found out
Just what I was upset about
Fear when I finally did confess
Fear about all this mess
Fear that I was the one to blame
Fear mixed with so much shame
Fear if ever I see his face
Fear that I’ll always be in this place
Fear around any men
Fear that it’ll happen again
Fear that I feel so much hate
Fear that maybe it's too late
Fear because I can't forget
Fear and complete regret
Fear whenever I hear the word
Fear that is totally absurd
Fear that I’ll never be free
Of what that bastard did to me
Author notes
This is the first poem I've posted on here... I've not wrote in a while and I did this quite quickly, just to get some feelings out. Hope it's not too terrible =]
What did you think
Comments
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Excellent
I am really sad to hear about your ordeal and sympathize with you very much. Keep strong

