The Loss

"Oh break, my heart; poor bankrout, break at once, to prison; eyes, nier look on liberty,
Vile earth ;to earth resign,end movement here..."
Now all life is a lie,
As is love,
One wich once brought my heart to life,
Now sends me to my death,
Back to the darkness,
From all emotion flows,
Down to the dungeon of bleeding I had left,
Back to the tunnel, without a light,
Let all my joy go to waste; all life I felt,
Turn to stone,
To stone return again,
Let me die here,
Stop all tears; stop all love, all joy, all laughter; stop all heartache,
Let me draw upon blood, watch it drop,
Watch my tears and blood mingle,
Watch blood flow from my wrist, down my arm,
Watch my heart break,
Watch me thirst for blood,
Again I thirst for blood,
Though once I stopped at pleading,
I long for blood and long for death as I long for healing,
I cry;
I bleed;
I break;
For the loss of a brother