Someday you will realize
how close you are to losing me
BGut will it be before or after I am gone?
Does anybody know?
How can you know when I stay all alone
and let no one in
I hide behind this great facade
that makes you think I'm always stoned
or drunk off of my ass
You get so mad at me for it
yet you keep trying to pretend that you're okay with it
I know you're not
but that's your choice
and my choice is
to say goodbye
to you forevermore
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Written March 18, 2005
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I don't know why you don't remember it. It was written to Andrew. I spent way too much time and effort on him. And I still haven't completely let go. I should, and I don't love him any more. But I still worry about him. That may never change. Who knows?
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