wade

hold me close, make me feel safe again..
please don't say your already gone
the ways i feel are in so many words...
and yet no one seems to believe me
because of him my life was ruined, because of family my life is ruined,
so many things that hell took over
sometimes i wonder if I'm already there
pieces shatter hearts mend
except for mine, a broken sin
is it so bad to love someone
but always feel bad when hes gone
I'm tired of crying and sick of trying..
and yet everything wont make sense
you know what Ive been through and you've been there always
to hold me when i fell down..
God knows I'm tried now but hell keeps coming down..
the pressure hurts, the empty hole is burning now...
nothing is helping, you guys are gone,
10 years ,30 years you all will be gone,
ill be alone with these empty arms...
thanks for trying, and being there to hold me
but its not here for long,
your slipping away i can feel me fall
this hurts more then you know to see you faces fade,
i love you guys, God knows forever
but i cant think that you'll be here forever
soon ill be fine, probable not,
I'm just simply gone beyond repair..
that's okay soon it wont hurt anymore
the burning will feel good and holes in my chest will become manageable..
but for now ill suffer thanks to you  i felt better through some of what i go through
i wont forget your face
or the way you feel
i wont forget the smiles or the laughter
but sometime or another i have to stop pretending
like its all gonna go away
i thank you for caring, cause not a lot of people do..
i love you....