your words re nothing but lies to me
the love i left in my heart is only made up of pain
the sorrow and regrets are in my soul
stained on my heart are words unknown
and i cant grasp the feeling the this is forever...
i requested the meeting of us but was denied my mother nature
so i close my eyes and let everything go by pulling the trigger
im a ghost to you now
forever can finally exist
my heart is no longer full of pain in the sight of blood
its full of love which take the sight of air..
INVISIBLE!!
in my body was pain sorrow and regrets in the sight of
blood veins and organs
all i have left is LOVE..
thats all i needed in the first place
you gave me that love
you gave me the air to get through my last days
and now
half immortal
half ghost
i make right decisions
to no longer breathe to not live or feel pain
but to love
as i began to pull the trigger you grab it and throw the gun to the ground...
grabbing me and holding me tight..
tears roll down your face filled with horror
thanking god you got there in time before my life was over..
i look into those eyes that stop my heart every time
finally seeing the love i refused to see in the beginning
"i love you" came out of your mouth inot my heart
and i fall to the ground breathless
covered in shame and love in the sight of tears
saying " i love you too"
im not dead yet but
i know im better then what i wanted before..♥
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