[untiltled]

Suddenly, I feel dizzy by the slightest little twitch
The smallest shift in weight causes my head to spin
But, oh my lovely readers, to what you could have guessed
I lived my life to the fullest
Yet, the best is laid to reast.

To my family, and mother
Little brother so innocent and pure
I apologize for everything I did you to
worry more

To my friends and my tutors
Thank you everyone
These past years have been spectacular
And these days have only just begun

To my lover, my life
the light in my heart
I'm deeply in sorrow,
we never had a start

to a family all our own
Our little Barbadose, Angelique
Do not dispair, my nightengale
Wait for me,
for soon we shall meet.

Fever now, it strikes me
As clique as it seems
This life always ends
Like a nightmare, or a dream

Damaged, and recluse
Or soft and bitter sweet
But now, my lovely reader
The world, is at your feet.

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