I stand before my self created abyss
wondering how it all came to this
What have I managed to do in this life
endless battles of fear and strife
I have no strength to call for aid
how much more price must be paid
Alone I stand upon this brink
guess I'll have another drink
The alcohol does not ease my soul
continually I pay the toll
Alone I stand, alone I feel
all emotion begins to reel
I stand within my chosen path
0+0=0, do the math
no future seems to be the way
nothing more I have to say
Author notes
When you are rapidly appraoching the winter of your life and see what a huge ball of nothing your life has been. Does it really matter?
