A Letter to Sarah

... Umm I've been trying to call you but you don't pick up.
I don't want a day to go by without hearing you or reading you.
I miss you.
I love you.
I need you.
I want you.

Wow... They all have the exact number of letters.
To me, you're the dagger, the dagger that cuts through Nirvana and the piercing in Nirvana. Most importantly, what is after that piercing, far beyond Nirvana, far beyond the limits of happiness, a forever shipwreck in my heart, you sank in my blood and your flesh just circulates all over my body, making me live, making me breathe, making me think, making me sane and sober. You're just THE girl. You're MY girl.

Dedicated to Sarah Vermillion