I walked a tight rope when it came to you,
because one little word could push me over,
and some days I think that might not have
been such a bad thing--
You crossed over broken paths,
giving the word "dare devil" meaning,
and your courage always frightened me.
The rain now brings back flooded memories-
of you && me, us, and the conversations
we took in;
i trusted you..
confided in you..
believed in you..
If I would have known that you leaving
would have happened so soon,
I would have spoken longer and gave more
meaning into everything I said,
I sit and think..
Could I have stopped you?
Would I have been enough?
I often reply with "no"
But I wish I could have tried,
I wish I would have known,
and I know that wishing does nothing
but if I could, I'd make it all cease to stop,
all I can say now is that I miss you,
that I hope your somewhere better,
if there really is somewhere better.
I hope your happy,
where ever it is that you are.
Author notes
R.I.P Garrett ♥
12.20.1987 - 05.06.2008
Comments
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You blow my mind every time i read something of yours.
this is so sad. i love you darling and i hope that writing this made at least some of the pain go away. You can always talk to me. HUGS! Forever.
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Wow, this is so beautiful and sad.
I love how you poured your heart out
in this write. I am very sorry for
your loss and I do hope that this
special someone of yours is indeed in
a better place. God bless you my friend!
Jeremy0826
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