My Suicidel Promise

Suicide is what i promise
Cuz its me you wont ever miss
My pain persists
All i can do is reminisce
The memorys guide me to the dark abyss
Its me you always dismiss
Pretending like i dont exists
im here
But wait untill i dissapear
How will you greet your fear???
Will you cry another tear???
But its me you never ever hear
My death is near
And im being sincere
All you do to me is smear
My future is unclear
But i wont last yet another year
Have another beer........
Suicide is my career
Let me hear you cheer
But theres blood in my ear
Your screaming i cant hear
The darkness i embrace
im lost in this dark dark place
im your fithy disgrace
Its me you want to replace
i hate this space
And i hate my face
My innocence you did erase
My razor i will chase
ill win this deadly race
And you wont find a trace
Lost in crimson
i cant run
My feelings cant be undone
The darkness has killed the sun
All you do is make fun
im misunderstod by everyone
What have you done???
In my skin ive cut a homerun
This is how my end begun
All you do is shun
My life is so tuff
ive just had enough
You look stupid when you bluff
i dont your stuff
My life is to rough
i cant handle it
sucide is what ill committ
im dripping in my blood
My life was a dud
i lived inside mud
Cuttting is my craving
its me the razor is saving
And my wirsts im engraving
You say you dont like how im behaving
But you better start waiving
im unloved
its me you always shoved
im going away
Me you did betray
Theres nothing u can say
Goodbye...........
This is how i die
i hope you finally cry
Dark is the sky
i was lost in a chain
Tears are like rain
To deep is my pain
Cut is my vein
And you turn away again.........