dissolution

The night became distilled,
as time flustered itself in contempt....
staring into the darkness,
a reflection of our meetings surround us.

Knowing that walking away ...
is now an art form I have created,
as I discover,
you have become just another leap of faith
captured in the midst of your conservation.

Your eyes wondered into conversation
as you were swallowed whole by your defenses
I watched from the sidelines....
as u reveal unspoken truth and characterized evasiveness.

Communication has morphed into personal tragedy
as I become transparent in my own demise,
opening myself like a gift of shame ....
as you listen in vein.......
and your words become so dissonance.

In your elicit attempt to expose me
I reach out to you with great eloquence....
as you falter to reciprocate this gesture I have evoked
hiding behind the wrath of sweet decadence,
you follow my lead.

as the night quickly ended....
you become amiss and walked away so casually
emotions hide in the corners of my aloofness
as I now understand what I am not missing....
finding myself uninvited, once again.....
I alleviate myself effortlessly....
as I have become accustomed to this master plan.