Love and friendship cause pain
so I never could forget my vanity
Oh! How I wish to love again
just to relieve the insanity.
To love with all my heart
that's what I wish to do again
Every time I make a fresh start
I feel the love and pain.
I am afraid of rejection
because enough is enough
This time with more affection
but it's sure to be tough.
Someone show me the way
I need it real bad
I don't know what I should say
and feel like I'm going mad.
Author notes
This poem was written back in 1992 when I really fell in love with my best friend's sister Juanita. Nothing much came from it but I wrote several lengthly poems expressing my innermost feelings.
Written April 1st, 1992
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