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As I sit here wiping my eyes / I am telling myself.. It'll be okay / But I know.. I always know / That it.. I; Will never be okay. / I know it is such a cliche' / but I cannot, and will not live
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Their smiles, their laughs are so genuine, Whereas I try to smile, and try to laugh.. But all I can do is cry
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As quickly as the dark side appears The side wanting to live.. vanishes
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One momentary look in your eyes To me.. You are beautiful
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Unless I do the unthinkable and take my own life today.
You never know what life holds. So I simply say, come what may.
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I beg of you! Kill me please! Kill me!
Give me my punishment! My reward!
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Nothing big, just temptations
Nothing harmful, just tablets..
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I know you'll find the one for you
The one that I was not good enough to be
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The dark side in me had vanished
I buried it deep within me.. But
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It kills me.. Watching them
It hurts me.. But do they know?
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Mirror Mirror on the wall, Who is the greatest of them all?
Certainly not you little one, With everything you've said and done
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Staining the memories on my body
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You knew exactly where to point that gun,
exactly where it would be instantanious.
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You try to look so innocent
But I know you are guilty
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I hate what I have become but I can't change
I hate knowing I can't change what I've become
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I am not a druggy, far from the truth
I am simply part of todays ever so young youth
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I wake up to the darkness surrounding me
I can no longer feel the touch of your skin
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In her darkest days, darkest hours of despair
She walks around reminiscing, remembering
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Things change no matter what people want
Our choices can sometimes never be achieved
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I just hope other people feel the way I do today
How I'm even fantastic, and not just only ever okay
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There are no words for what I am feeling
I can't describe the hate, the darkness inside
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For Australian's who watch AFL!!
Bombers are the best. Screw Collingwood, screw the rest!!
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Find a peaceful place to live my life
But we all know inside I'll be screaming
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No longer do we breath, no longer do we live
Death amongst us, death upon us, we are dead
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I don't look back, I don't look forward
I live in the now, in the present
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You seem happy, but when I look at you
I see a spoilt boy that can't feel
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The sweet feeling of damnation
The warmth of the Dark One's touch
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Drowned in feelings of self pity
Knowing the pain of hating and loving ... At the same time
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So if I ever decide to tell you how I feel
I could only ask for your love and nothing more
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It's funny how little I can remember
The sweet, gorgeous guy I knew has gone
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To listen is to escape from this reality
To get away from this neverending pain
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I take one.. No harm done
I take two.. What else to do
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But I have changed...
You changed me
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