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As I laid down in bed For what I thought was going to be a quick demise; but was in fact slow
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I hate you, Don't leave me
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Suicide... If I kill myself then HE can't hurt me
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I'm not looking at you I'm looking at me not looking at you
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Clear beautiful night skies Keep me connected to this horrible tragedy
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Oh, how you plague me For five years I've been in your grasp
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Smells like teen spirit At this bad girl rock concert
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Red and blue flashing lights illuminate the night Yellow police tape outlines the horrific scene
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Life is like a computer Complex in its many programs and stages
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Months ago every little liver was screaming
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Death,
To some it's a mystery and a fear to others a way out
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Words have become meaningless I no longer believe the things that I'm told
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I used to believe that forever really meant forever But then something happened
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As I sit here lost in thought
I begin to wonder
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by XxSUICIDALxMANIACxx
16 lines, 1 comment,
on Jul 30 10:28 PM. In Suicide, Dark, Sad, Personal, Angst, Life, Adult, Depression, Escape
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I've lived here for so many years But there is no love
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You say that you love me But yet it doesn't feel that way
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Everyday is a new adventure Realizing how much energy it takes can make one become
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I'm tired of everything The fighting and yelling
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Having faith in people can be
Extra hard
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I tell myself that I want to live
I tell everyone around me that I want to live
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I thought you were the one
But then you tell me it's over
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I hate you,
Don't leave me
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On, Off
Just the flick of a switch
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Two little words
Carved into my skin
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So many feelings
Building up inside of me
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Trapped in a life that is not my own
Having to follow your rules
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People are dying all around me
But why?
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Too many thought
About too many things
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Doors,
They keep people in
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3 people
1 Best friend and 2 boyfriends
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You asked for my heart
And like the fool I am, I gave it to you
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You tell me it's not my fault
But yet it seems like it
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They say crying is a way of coping
But why do all tears have to be water?
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As I take the blade in my hand I wonder
Is it even worth it?
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