Disappear
Wishing by the wishing well, my reflection stares back at me.
Hurt by the memories of you I am wishing them away.
Why do I still feel your touch on my shoulder?
Why is it your face I see every day?
Silently, my anger grows.
The passion we had is gone forever.
But still my anger shows.
I've moved mountains without you before.
I can continue to do that now.
Why do I feel like I want to hurt you?
Why do you make me cry?
For everything you've done to me, I should be happy to be free.
Instead, I feel like a storm is coming.
I feel lost and destroyed waiting to crumble.
A river without any water.
A soul without a body.
This is what you've reduced me to.
You're worse than Gotti.
At least, he killed quickly.
He wasn't sloppy.
He wouldn't twist the knife and watch you die.
He'd shoot or stab you and walk away as you lost your life.
Everyday, I watch my hope fade like the setting sun.
Everyday, my girls act like their happy.
I know I'm not the only one who's pretending.
Someday, we'll all crumble.
We'll never be the same.
I'll always see your perfect face.
Everyday.
I can move miles and miles away but oddly,
you'll follow me.
What am I, Bo Peep?
I don't want you with me.
I don't want your essence near me.
Let me sleep at night in peace.
I've been waking up every night at 3 because I think you're here.
I know it's not possible but this I fear.
You pretended to love me for all those years.
You turned faster than milk in the fridge.
You almost made me jump off of the nearest bridge, kid.
And you call yourself human.
Why don't you do this world a favor and disappear?
Wishing by the wishing well, my reflection stares back at me.
Hurt by the memories of you I am wishing them away.
Why do I still feel your touch on my shoulder?
Why is it your face I see every day?
Silently, my anger grows.
The passion we had is gone forever.
But still my anger shows.
I've moved mountains without you before.
I can continue to do that now.
Why do I feel like I want to hurt you?
Why do you make me cry?
For everything you've done to me, I should be happy to be free.
Instead, I feel like a storm is coming.
I feel lost and destroyed waiting to crumble.
A river without any water.
A soul without a body.
This is what you've reduced me to.
You're worse than Gotti.
At least, he killed quickly.
He wasn't sloppy.
He wouldn't twist the knife and watch you die.
He'd shoot or stab you and walk away as you lost your life.
Everyday, I watch my hope fade like the setting sun.
Everyday, my girls act like their happy.
I know I'm not the only one who's pretending.
Someday, we'll all crumble.
We'll never be the same.
I'll always see your perfect face.
Everyday.
I can move miles and miles away but oddly,
you'll follow me.
What am I, Bo Peep?
I don't want you with me.
I don't want your essence near me.
Let me sleep at night in peace.
I've been waking up every night at 3 because I think you're here.
I know it's not possible but this I fear.
You pretended to love me for all those years.
You turned faster than milk in the fridge.
You almost made me jump off of the nearest bridge, kid.
And you call yourself human.
Why don't you do this world a favor and disappear?
- Last seen 10 hours ago. Member since March 23, 2006.
- I'm a diamond love poet for 206 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is Be honest with everything to everyone, the truth hurts but lying is weak.
- I am a 23 year old guy (Wales)
- When I'm not writing, I'm finishing my last year as a law clerk before taking the bar exam. Spring 2009 I'll be a prosecutor.
- I support the site as a gold member
- I have 206 comments, 2 contests, 2 columns
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Now you've pissed the wrong bitch off! You dare destroy my property!
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Sitting in front of the house we grew up in, I remember you. I already miss you.
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Winds sweep across the valley. -
willing to let go,
I know not how I will fit.
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Dear Kevin, This is to say how much I love you and how much I will miss you. - Column: In Loving memory at allpoetry
I am sad to report the death of my sister-in-law, Valerie. Valerie fought a courageous fight with leukemia for 2 years before this devastating disease took her. Rest in peace, darling sister. We all love and will miss your grace. - Blood Bound at storywrite
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DeathsAngel 666 : hehe on June 5i love your page i just love everything that you write and feel
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beautifulblackpoet : thank you on May 24I'm glade you liked my poems...I've never let a lot of people read them because I'm so shy but I'm trying not to let that be my biggest flaw anymore because I really love writting...but again thank you...
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Angelflower on April 21Hello, uncle!! lol.. just thought that I would stop by and see how you were doing.. I hope well..
Anyway I guess I'll talk to you later..
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Im off home soon yay going walking lol
