Those of you who know me in school, ya ive been a little different lately... nothing to worry about too much. So dont come up to me freaking out... Ive just been down a little lately. Like i would tear my heart out rather than letting it hurt me any more. Sometimes its hard to wake up in the morning and put myself into the mask which I'm always wearing to cover my tears, dreading the day when I'd be found out as a fake. Because thats what I am lately. A damn fake. But how could I possibly be myself? Because if I were to be the real me once in a while, who would I have left?
Now that my moment of depression is over, I just want to tell everyone that knows me that Im trying to get my secret out... its not working exactly, but if you want to spread things around, be my guest. It'd be helping me.
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Please Put This On Your page If You Know Someone Who Died Of Cancer
Oh BTW, these are me also....
My second personality / Alter-ego
My third personality / Alter-ego
Now that my moment of depression is over, I just want to tell everyone that knows me that Im trying to get my secret out... its not working exactly, but if you want to spread things around, be my guest. It'd be helping me.
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Please Put This On Your page If You Know Someone Who Died Of Cancer
Oh BTW, these are me also....
My second personality / Alter-ego
My third personality / Alter-ego
- Last seen on Nov 18 8:15 AM. Member since September 11, 2006.
- I'm a onyx dragon poet for 781 comments.
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, and quote is "...and then I woke up to the fact that there's not even a dream left....". - I am a 17 year old girl from Florida (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm dreading the morning when I have to face the one I love and not say a word...................
- I am in the groups A Group for people who like to randomly stare at people just to freak them out, Dark Beauties, For the Fans of Stephenie Meyer or Twilight or New Moon, Hang out for everyone, Harry Potter School, Hurt, I See What No One Else Sees, My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy Lovers, People Against Racism, Poets Against Child Abuse, The Enchanted Realm, The fellowship of the nerd, Vampires Lurking Shadows XXXXany breed can join and RPXXXX, anyone can join, kids with screwed up parents or families, the AP unity Project, the shunned
- I have 781 comments, 6 contests, 12 columns
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The light which one could bring to me
The light for which I long for38 lines, 4 comments, March 5 -
Keep the love true inside
That mystic, crystal-clear love
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I turn, glancing away...
It disapears for eternity -
Voices in my head
Tell me what to do -
knowing the impossibility of finding the unknown
yet dreaming, one day, it could be found -
Because when she lets her mind wander
The one thing she thinks of kills her17 lines, 6 comments, October 3. In Thoughts, Life, Sad, Other, Lost in thought, Depression, Lost love, Depressed, Teen
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Just read the lyrics... great message. - Column: Have I ever..... at allpoetry
lol... i had to. - Column: Please Be Mine at allpoetry
Ya.. This song is amazing!
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baconlicious112 on June 19heyyyyy jennifer. pretty page
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And Hyetal on June 11*bangs head on desk*
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writer's block hurts.
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