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Hi all my name is Tracy Butler, however I'd rather have my last name be something else just to tick off my so called father and his dumb wife. I am a Christian, follower and believer in God the father almighty. However just because I believe in Christianity doesn't mean my life is perfect. As a child being told to honor my father and mother.

It often made me wonder, “When my dad walked out, do I still honor him? Would God understand why, and forgive me for not honoring him? If God is waning obedience, and knows what I do before I do will I go to hell for it? Does John my birth father even care I have this big debate? Probably not since he's also the one that let his dumb wife slap me across the face years later.”

even now random questions from the bible to my life pop up and there seems there's nothing I can do about it. It feels like every time I get part of me fixed and figured another side of me is ripped in pieces. No amount of supper glue will fix it. My misery keeps haunting me, that is one major reason why I write and dream.

I can and will always wish and dream to be something more then who I am now and ever will be. I love poetry on anything and everything except: dissing or making fun of the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost. In the bible it explains that God is a jealous and disciplines fairly yet cruelly but loves us all the same.

Reject:
But you are the ones chosen by God,
from nothing to something,
from rejected to accepted.

That's all I ever wanted in life, to be accepted no matter my clothing, or fact I'm not a girlie girl. To be something and belong, is the greatest feeling anyone will ever feel

Matthew 15:21-28
This is a story of a woman who cries out to the lord for help with her daughter. the daughter suffers from demon possession. Jesus's disciples urge him to send her away. Jesus then says, "i was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel. the woman kneels before the lord and says, "Lord, help me!" Jesus replied, "is it not right to take the children's bread and toss it to their dogs," she agrees then says, "But even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from the masters' table." Then Jesus answered, "Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted," and her daughter was healed from that very hour.

Matthew 22:36-40
"Teacher, which is the greatest commandment in the law?"
Jesus replied, "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: "Love your neighbor as yourself. All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments."

Proverbs: 14:31
He who oppresses the poor insults the maker, but whoever is kind to the needy honors God.

Proverbs: 29:25
The fear of man lays a snare, but he who trusts in the Lord is safe.

Philippians 2:3-8
do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. each of you should look not only to your own interests but also to the interests of others. your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: who being an equal status with God something to be grasped instead he made himself nothing taking the very nature of a servant being made in human likeness. and being found in appearance as a man he humbled himself and became obedient to death even death on a cross.

Matthew 5:6
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they will be filled.

Revelation 22:7
Behold I am coming soon! Blessed is he who keeps the words of the prophecy in this book.

Revelation 22:18
I warn everyone who hears the words of the prophecy of this book: if anyone adds anything to them God will add to him the plagues described in this book.

Psalms 119:105
Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.

Psalms 119:129
Every word you give me is a miracle word - how could i help but obey.

Ezekiel 48:35
The Four sides of the city measure to a total of nearly six miles. From now on the name of the city will be Yahweh-Shammah God Is There.

Psalms 24:
the lord is my shepherd i shall not be in want. he makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul. he guides me in the paths of righteousness for his name sake. even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i fear no evil. for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. you prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies. you anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life, and i will dwell in the house of the lord forever.

"I know you're looking for a ruby
In a mountain of rocks
But there ain't no Coupe De Ville hiding
At the bottom of a Cracker Jack box"

Meat Loaf - Two Out Of Three Ain't Bad

Every hero was once,
every villain was once
just a boy with a bad attitude

Meat Loaf - Bad Attitude

March's Birthstone Aquamarine
believed to ensure courage and safety
and is a symbol for youth, hope and health

A lot of people think that, what I think is what I will do or when I talk about a explosions, that I actually do in real life or that I believe in it. Or if I say that, I wanna kill somebody, that.. I'm actually gonna do it and that I believe in it. Where's the logic in that? You gonna get a device made to look into the thoughts of others? Or say hay what are you really thinking?

Yet these same people who are scared about the quiet thinking ones could have a loud one come up to them and blow them away with a 45.

thoughts don't kill, actions do. Putting thoughts onto paper perfectly legal, going out and shooting someone extremely illegal. Some people are really stupid. Are we no longer land of the free? We don't have the right to think or to do what we want in dreams then turn around and write the dreams down onto paper?

That's all I wanted to do, share my dreams. They said, “But your dreams are too violent.” “Unacceptable on school grounds, someone might think you've got a hit list.” or more common then anything else, “If you're writing facts then why call it a story at all?”

my answer to it all is, “Yes my dreams are violent, your the ones who drove me to it.” “If my writing is unacceptable then maybe teachers need to be watching the halls more, and do more to stop bullying on school grounds.” “Yes I may have facts but I also have murder and vampires unless vampires are real, and those who I kill in the story are still around...explain that to me.. then my writing is just a story right? Nothing more and nothing less.

and to all of those who oppose.. um.. well...