Ok lets see.... Well I'm pretty much an open book, all you have to do is ask and you will have an answer. What I write is all true,I've been through every bit of it. I don't write to get pity or sympathy,I write cause it helps me and I love doing it. My writes are never planned,well I will get an idea and then sit down at the computer and the words just usually flow. I write what I feel, I could be listening to the radio and a certain phrase from a song trigger me, and then I race to the computer to write before I lose my inspiration. I get inspiration from all things. I don't talk very much or have many friends. If I like you enough to call you a friend then you're very lucky. I have a bad past. Don't judge me by my appearence I'm not what I look like. I try to always be happy but most of the time I fail. I'm willing to help anyone and if you ask for help I'll do my best to do whatever it is you need. I have an opinion and if I don't like what you're saying or doing I will put voice to my opinion, whether you think its cruel or not. I'm loyal to a fault, at least to the people I love. The one thing you don't want to do is piss me off, I have a really bad temper. So be forewarned don't step on my toes unless you are willing to pay the consequences. I may be cruel sometimes but I would give a stranger the last dollar to my name if I thought they needed it. I'm a compassionate person. I love animals. I'm at my best when I'm either with my animals, curled up reading a good book, listening to music, or writing.Oh and one other thing you dont know me so dont judge me by what you have heard or what little of me you think you know or have seen. I'm a rape survivor. NOT a VICTIM. I was abused all my life. I now go through my life with a hole in my chest where my heart used to be. I left my little brother behind. He was the reason I lived and I left him. I'm a shell of a girl. So sorry for everything to all those people who know me. I know my life is a waste and I'm sorry for everything. Thank you all for everything you've given me. 
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Okay, if anyone likes fairy art you have to see this, it's amazing. One of the best art sites I've ever been on. Check it out.
http://www.strangeling.com/fairyart1.html
Some of my favorite songs.
My FAVORITE song by Hollywood Undead
My Black Dahlia Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZD85-Z5haw&feature=related
Bottle and a Gun Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AlLML7XPfK8&NR=1
The Loss Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BiNowxDZ-y4&NR=1
Bitches Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8DLABW5tqGI&feature=related
Dead in Ditches Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrOlRBuQejI&feature=related
Sell Your Soul
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uj2wrrnn39k&feature=related
Pain Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgPNuPQCB6A&feature=related
Knife Called Lust Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vo7Zvb8NYuU&feature=related
The Natives Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pvClmt5Cd8&feature=related
Young Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FqoYlflS68o&feature=related
The Diary Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fX7RCneen5I&feature=related
No. 5 Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fF6HgpdaaCU&feature=related
Undead Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JOmPZZ7Ve9w&feature=related
Everywhere I go Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=krfVvwOLMFU&feature=related
City Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XPj0qdwrDH0
Paradise Lost Hollywood Undead
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mYAbEP5cDpQ&feature=related
Duality Slipknot
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z5FYQHsluDw
Snuff Slipknot
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6CtcsuZVOo
The Crow and the Butterfly Shinedown
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPnKPUQ3rMI
What a Shame Shinedown
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y9cAuu_rpHM&feature=related
Second Chance Shinedown
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prAzs8DLHEY&feature=related
Outside Staind
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMiSiTcz5lo
It's Been a While
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b9n_1zNPnJA&feature=related
Fade
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8Pk5-cMAio&feature=related
For You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MbfsFR0s-_A&feature=related
Right Here Waiting
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_GfEWLPg9c&feature=related
So Far Away
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iuCU2bcnsdA&feature=related
Here Without You
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3J8q4cBSkTQ&feature=related
Blurry Puddle of Mudd
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PGmrL2h8lrE
Psycho Puddle Of Mudd
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yU_JyGBDeIc&NR=1
She Hates Me Puddle OF Mudd
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOt9dAPJv0U&NR=1
Control Puddle Of Mudd
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RI6d4WJFRm0&NR=1
Schism Tool
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhjG47gtMCo
Vicarious Tool
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hii17sjSwfA&feature=related
Lateralus Tool
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDlC7oG_2W4&feature=related
Forty six and 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tja6_h4lT6A&feature=related
Imagine A Perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpqKA9_ddFk
Blue A Perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCgqk_iw5YY&feature=related
The Noose A Perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVXTmav24Wk&feature=related
Passive A Perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noppzEtbDwM&feature=related
Judith A Perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=23eZMdixAuk&feature=related
Orestes A Perfect Circle
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XtG5SGL0Xw
Holy Diver Killswitch Engage
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PqTy2-a8pUo
Ghostflowers Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acc8HrxzXW0
Perfectly Flawed Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ej4uAtX7SCE&feature=related
Rape Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubcxF6r4XJY&feature=related
Buried Alive Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4vVrK_9W9dA&feature=related
House of Secrets Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cg_cUoUIk1U&feature=related
Hooks and Splinters Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guv3upMcD3A&feature=related
Blood Pig Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qec8gmj12xg&feature=related
Special Pets Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CaC-ohLz_tU
Breed Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xlaKJoFomXk
Crooked Spoons Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rU8tW6KX-g
Confrontation Otep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D79peD6i-rw
Smells Like Teen Spirit Nirvana
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kPQR-OsH0RQ
Lithium Nirvana
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUUHNf0S5cA&feature=related
In Bloom Nirvana
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY3oEvaq71A&feature=related
Come as You Are Nirvana
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOL5cpwTkes&feature=related
I'm not Jesus Apocalyptica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OrlvOYUay_4&feature=channel
Through the Glass Stone Sour
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cUSgZDcF-xE
Inhale Stone Sour
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IbJTZtHi8U
Holy Diver Killswitch Engage
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xp0_vLMrMy8
Knocking on Heaven's Door, Guns N Roses
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rhCM88LhoW0
Paradise City Guns N Roses
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NqTuN-35580&feature=related
Sweet Child O'Mine Guns N Roses
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oobDQ0vdm8M&feature=related
Welcome to the Jungle Guns N Roses
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtXN_EHPwSg&feature=related
Stairway to Heaven Led Zeppelin.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayzhJKy8H_A
Back in Black ACDC
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXaZmY52gHM
Rock N Roll Train ACDC
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RLTJDlQoLao&feature=channel
The Unforgiven Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aS1W-eHH8L4
Ride The Lightning Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1pO77cFQ5Q
Master of Puppets Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GyYZFtnCTE4&feature=related
Enter Sandman Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S_9VI9Dswhw&feature=related
And Justice for All Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EQi-ZtbRqQ&feature=related
Battery Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m99ybtk4QNs&feature=related
For Whom The Bells Toll Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XX-KjkdDozQ&feature=related
Fade to Black Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7C90sLh5Ok&feature=related
Whiskey in The Jar
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gh1J4rTgVgE&feature=related
Turn the Page Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sMqNFAU0tOw&feature=related
One Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-j39ABZyzek&feature=related
Sad But True Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1iskyNSbS7k&feature=related
Until It Sleeps Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZtszXnG11E&feature=related
The Memory Remains Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OsQHbg3kxlo&feature=related
Hero Of The Day Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60UJ7Qc4_E0&feature=related
I Disappear Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b714a83V22Y&feature=related
Fuel Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yIMkskLhVHk&feature=related
Nothing Else Matters Metallica
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgiGrXpOhYg
Dragula Rob Zombie
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N1MQW5e6KcE
Living Dead Girl Rob Zombie
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ezcoy-Lz8p4
Lords of Salem Rob Zombie
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tN2pM0Mh4Z4&feature=related
Sweet Dreams Marilyn Manson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3iuve2OjY_8&feature=related
The Beautiful People Marilyn Manson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OY0536g_6Wc&feature=related
The Dope Show Marilyn Manson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rkw4_lXx4bQ&feature=related
As we all know, I'm a poet. Writing is basically what keeps me from taking my life.
I've decided to try something new with my writes. I'm going to try and do a series.
Something else those of you who know me know is; I write mostly dark freewrites. So naturally this is going to be a dark write series. It's my namesake. They won't all be called Entombed Teardrops but it'll be in the AN that it's part of the series. I'll have a list here and add to it as I write them. Don't be surprised if I fail, for this is my first try. For now enjoy what I have and what you think might be coming.
Here's the list.
Entombed Teardrops
Emotional Prisms
Silent Tears
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One of my best friend's wrote this her name is Tracie.
I have stopped caring what everyone else thinks. I am a product of the 21st century, and I now refuse to let it control my thoughts, my emotions, my every action. I'm done. Tell me what you think, great I'm glad you know how to voice your opinion. Tell me how bad you think I am, even better now I know that you have at least one honest bone in your body. Tell me exactly what I am doing wrong, I am so happy you know the difference between right and wrong. Tell me how ugly I am, absolutely amazing you can realize that not everyone is 5'7", blonde, and wears a size 2. Tell me whatever you want, and I will find at least one bright side to it. I don't care how bad you think I am, exactly what you see that I'm doing wrong, how perfect I'm not, I don't care. End of story. Oh and by the way, I need my glass slipper back by tomorrow.
Abortion is Wrong
Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.
Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.
Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.
Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.
Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?
Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No .
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Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. he is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?
Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never
run. One more mouth that will never speak.
paste on your page if you agree.
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What A Kiss Means
Kiss on the stomach-----"I love you"
Kiss on the Forehead ----"I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm corny"
Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"
What the gesture means...
Holding Hands ---"We definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
Holding on tight ---"I don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"
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I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a Bitch
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be F-ing them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a Whore.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian or a dyke.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.
~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is wrong.
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Favorite Quotes
A lie tells fairy tales, but the truth speaks poems.
Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mystery.
But today is a gift,
That is why it is called the present.
Kung Fu Panda

Got a problem with me?
Solve it.
Think I'm tripping?
Tie my shoe.
Can't stand me?
Sit the fuck down.
Can't face me?
Turn the fuck around.
Don't like how I do?
Don't be around me.
Think I'm worried about you?
Think again.
If you don't like me remember,
It's mind over matter.
I don't mind and you don't matter.
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight?
Why am I trying to see, when there's nothing in sight?
Why am I trying to give, when nobody gives me a try?
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die?
Somebody tell me why.
Terrified tears
The face of an angel is all that is here
One beautiful freckle equals to one terrified tear
Not ready to leave but has to go
Wants to go back, but god says no
Leaving your life is a scary thought
I guess it’s something that can’t be fought
A mother, a father, a sister and friends
A meaningful life that suddenly ends
An angel is what she was meant to be
Now just think of all she can see
Looking over her family night and day
Saying I love you in her special way
In the night we sleep, in the day we cry
She watches us all from her star in the sky
It's a man's obligation to stick his boneration in a woman's separation. This sort of penetration will increase the population of the younger generation.
There was a little boy walking along the beach picking up seastars and throwing them back into the ocean. The old man walked up to the boy and stopped him. he said: "Little boy why do you pick up the seastars and throw them back in? you can't possibly make a difference."
The little boy looked up at the old man as he trew in another seastar. The little boy said: "it made a difference to that one."
Don't play stupid with me...I'm better at it.
Too often, we loose sight of life's simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles to frown. BUT it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm and bitch slap the motherfucker upside the head.
A peach is a peach, a plum is a plum,
A kiss isn't a kiss without some tongue.
So open your mouth, close your eyes,
And give your tongue some exercise!
If you're going to kiss me,
Don't make it sassy,
Use some tongue,
And make it nasty.
I was a little upset,
When I saw you with her,
But then I laughed,
Cause she's ugly.
You smile cause you have him,
I laugh cause I gave him to you.
Just remember...if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.
I used to be normal..but then I met those losers I now call my best friends.
My best friends are like
Fairy tales,
They've been there since
Once Upon a Time,
And they'll be there until,
Forever after.
To every start,
There is an end.
I can't always be your best friend,
Cause time will pass, and you will see,
There is also an end to me.
Tears are like words,
You can't take them back.
I'm so tired of pretending everything is okay,
My tears are starting to show,
And my smile is fading away.
God gave men a penis and a brain, but not enough blood to use both at the same time.
Wise men talk because they have something to say, fools, because they have to say something.
Roses are red, violets are blue. God made me pretty, what happened to YOU?!?
F.E.A.R.: Fuck. Everything. And. Run.
People have the right to be stupid. Some people abuse that right.
The spaces between your fingers were made so another's could fill them in.
No one dies a virgin, life screws us all.
It's better to keep your mouth shut and give the impression of being stupid than to open your mouth and remove all doubt.
Never tell anyone your problems, 20% don't care and the other 80% are glad you have them.
A stranger stabs you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back, a boyfriend stabs you in the heart. But best friends only poke each other with straws.
I was standing in the park wondering why Frisbees got bigger as they get closer. Then it hit me.
My Mama used to tell me, "If you can't find something to life for, you'd best find something to die for."
Anger is only one letter short of Danger.
Is it a good vacumn if it really SUCKS?
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
Sugar is sweet and so are you.
However the roses are wilting,
And the violets are dead.
The sugar bowl is empty,
And my wrists are stained red.
You gotta take the good with the bad,
Smile when you're sad.
Love what you got,
Always forgive,
Never forget,
And live your life with no regrets.
LOVE
A mildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and the lips to pucker.
I did not hit you, I simply high-fived your face.
I always wanted to sign your lips with mine, with one simple kiss to help our hearts to align.
Girls have unique magic tricks,
They get wet without water,
Bleed without injury,
And make boneless things hard.
Memories are contrary things: if you stop chasing them and turn your back, they often return on their own.
I'm as sweet as candy, as hot as fire, I'm the one you desire.
Life is a comedy for those of us that think and a tragedy for those of us who feel.
Never grow a wishbone where your backbone should be.
The moment you are born is the moment you start to die.
When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.
When you sit around and wish you are someone else you are wasting the person you already are.
In three words I can sum up everythig I've learned about life: It Goes On.
There are two ways of spreading light: To be the candle, or the mirror that reflects it.
To succeed in life you need three things: a wishbone, a backbone, and a funny bone.
Some people are like slinkies, not really good for anything, but they still put a smile on your face when you push them down a flight of stairs.
At some point every rose has to die.
I must taste good, cause I'm always on somebody's tongue.
Why should I care?
Everyone has tried to make the needed repairs,
Yet these wounds are too deep,
and your stitches too cheap.
I'm going to draw you a picture.
I'm going to draw it with a twist.
I'm going to draw it with a razorblade.
I'm going to draw it on my wrist.
And if I draw it correctly,
A red fountain will appear...
To wash away my sorrows,
To chase away my fears.
The more I think,
The more I cry.
The more I cut,
The quicker I'll die...
Sharp Razor: 5.00$
Towel: 2.00$
New long sleeved shirt: 10.00$
Bleeding yourself to sleep: PRICELESS
Just cut yourself up, like cheap coupons. Then say death was on sale.
A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addictions an addiction
Because it always hurts the same
Cinderella walked on broken glass
Sleeping beauty let a whole lifetime pass
Belle fell in love with a hideous beast
Jasmine married a common thief
Ariel walked on land for love & life
Snow white barely escaped the knife
it was all about blood, sweat, & tears
because love means facing your
BIGGEST FEARS
Sick of crying,
Tired of trying.
Yeah, I'm smiling,
But inside I'm dying.
Description of myself
Have you ever?
(X) Been lost
(X) Smoked a cigarette
(X) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
(X) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
( ) Been on a plane
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
(X) Gone to Washington , DC
(X) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke badly
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
( ) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(X) Gone rol1erskating
Describe yourself:
1.Name: Giulia but I go by Ivy or Jewel
2. Middle Names: Iva
3. Province/State: Tennessee
4. Place of Birth: Morristown Hamblen hospital
5. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Bus most commonly taken: school bus.
8. School: hancock high school
9. Occupation: student
10. Initials: G.I.M.
11. Screen Name: xXEntombedTeardrops
-Your Appearance-
12. Hair Color: black
13. Hair Length: 8 inches in front 2 in back and spiked
14. Eye color: grey
15. Best Feature: eyes
16. Height: 5’2
17. Braces: never had them
18. Glasses: no
19. Age: 15
20. Diploma: none yet
21. Awards: bunch of stuff
-Your 'Firsts'-
22. First best friend: Megan
23. First Award: writing in first grade
24. First Sport: basketball
25. First thing you did today: smoked a cigarette
26. First Real vacation: Florida
27. First thing you said when you were a baby: mommy
28. First Love: Brandon
- Favorites’-
29. Movie: anything Horror
30. TV Show: anything music
31. Song: have way too many
32. Artist: don’t know
33. Place to shop: Spencer’s
34. Food: salad
35. Season: fall
36. Candy: gum
37. Sport: none
38. Restaurant: none
39. Favorite Clothing: anything black or with skulls
40. Store: Spencer’s
41. School Subject: reading
42. Animal: horse
43. Book: romance
44. Magazine: anything music
-Currently-
45. Doing before you started this survey: in a chat room
46. Single or Taken: SO Single
47. Crying about: everything
48. Eating: nothing
49. Drinking: nothing
50. Listening To:
51. Thinking About: writing another poem
52. Wanting: nothing
53. Watching: my typing on the screen
-Future-
54. Where do you see yourself 5 years from now?
55. Kids?: no
56. Want to be Married: no
57. Careers in Mind: marines, lawyer and a lot more but i dont want to name them all one here
-Which is Better with the Opposite Sex-
58. Hair color: black or brown
59. Hair length: kind of long
60. Eye color: any color
61. Personality or Looks: personality
62. Cute or sexy: sexy
63. Lips or Eyes: eyes
64. Hugs or Kisses: both
65. Short or Tall: taller then me
66. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous
67. Good or Bad: just a lil more bad
68. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive
69. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship for sure
70. Harley or Car: a car
71. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: troublemaker
-Have you ever-
72. Kissed a stranger: yes
73. Smoked: yes I do smoke trying to quit
74. Streaked: no
75. Ran Away From Home: yes
76. Broken a bone: no
77. Got an X-ray: yes
78. Got a bump on the head: yes
79. Broke Someone's Heart: yes
80. Dumped someone: yes
81. Cried When Someone Died: yes
82. Cried At School: yes
83. -Do You Believe In-
84. God: yes
85. Miracles: yes
86. Love at First sight: no
87. Ghosts: no
88. Aliens: no
89. Soul Mates: yes
90. Heaven: yes
91. Hell: yes
92. Kissing on The First Date: yes
93. Horoscopes: no
-Answer Truthfully-
94. Is there someone you're thinking about right now? Yes im always thinking bout someone
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92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch or Hollister said it wasn’t cool to breathe anymore. If you’re part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.
AP Family:
Mom: Anya.
Sisthers:Too many to name here. But they know who they are. And you don't screw with them, they're my family, therefor you mess with them you mess with me. And you do not want to do that.
Daughter: Kaylynn (Arcanum) You don't mess with her or you deal with me, and I will not be gentle, I will rip your guts out and feed them to you.
My younger daughter: Demon Goddess, you mess with her and you'll pay for it, and won't like it.
My God daughter: xrain dancerx, Tay. Do no fool with her, she'll come straight to me..and it won't be fun.
Mentor: BornWithAPen
Katie, where are you?!? I love you and miss you, if you're out there and remember me, I hope you're okay. I'm sorry about everything, I know I was wrong. I know how it is now, please forgive me. I love you, Sis.
Nicknames:Notice most of these are from one certain person the nickname is typed then the person it's from if its from a certain person
Lunar:Michael(BornWithAPen)
Thumper:michael(BornWithAPen)
Luny:Michael
Ives:Michael
Birdee:Nikki(XpushXmeXagainx)
Bird of Paradise:Nikki
Lolli Pop:Cameron Anubis Forsaken
Iva
Iveh
Ive
Iveh-ie
Jewel
Jailbait
Furby
BUT most just call me Ivy
- Last seen 2 hours ago. Member since January 15.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 135 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "Why do i care?!? Everyone had tried to make the needed repairs. These wounds are too deep and your stitches are too cheap.". - I am a 15 year old woman from Tennessee (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm reading or listening to music.


- I am in the groups A Broken Group of People, Express Yourself, F I N E, Night Sky, Social Misfits, Trapped and Abused
- I have 135 comments, 1 contest
My Poetry
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You hate me and you love me
I love you and nothing else30 lines, 2 comments, November 15 -
Walking through my dreams
I see him standing there25 lines, 1 comment, November 14 -
Well, it's that time of year again,
When we put up holly and sing hymns.36 lines, 3 comments, November 11
Guest Book
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mightyafrowhitey : Dear Sex Kitten... on November 11*sits by your window and serenades you with the guitar*
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that i'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far...
Love, your smexc beast
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DeSiBoO14 on November 1HeY..i LyK uR qUoTeS!!sInCe I hAv DeM oN mY pAgE 2!!hAhA...
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arcanum on October 27I love u mommy...I was just playing *slaps self for acting like a 2yr old*
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Zannah on October 24Hey just droppin by to say hello. I love your page btw. Emo's Rule!!
