"Life is a series of pains and pleasures."
A note to the reader: most of the poems I post now are poems I have written in the past. I don't really write a lot of poetry anymore.
I've been through hell and back. I refuse to let it bring me down. The only rational response to life's bullshit is happiness.
Bands/Singers:
*Avenged Sevenfold*
Evanescence
Yellowcard
Green Day
The Black Dahlia Murder
Hoobastank
Kittie
As I Lay Dying
Linkin Park
The Casualties
Senses Fail
t.A.T.u.
R.E.M.
30 Seconds to Mars
System of a Down
Maroon 5
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
10 Years
Nirvana
Nine Inch Nails
Smashing Pumpkins
Three Days Grace
Staind
The Fray
Sum-41
Killswitch Engage
Bullet For My Valentine
Rammstein
Depeche Mode
Sublime
Tool
Jack Off Jill
Atreyu
Nothingface
Groups I've created:
Life is worth living
We like shiny things
Fans of Avenged Sevenfold
And remember: Weird people change the world, for normal people keep it the same.
Random Stuff About Myself:
|Name|: Nicholas Arthur Martinez
|Age|: 19
|Born|: 12 June 1988, 2:59 A.M.
|Hometown|: Westminster, CO
|Gender|: Male
|Living In|: Arvada, Colorado
|Sexual Orientation|: Straight.
|Relationship Status|: Not sure.
|Children|: Proud father of one son.
|Label|: Fuck labels. Don't try it on me.
|Skin Color|: Naturally white, but a dark tan over most of it.
|Hair|: Bluish-black, long in front, short in back.
|Eye Color|: Intermediate brown on the inside, a lighter shade of brown--sometimes green, sometimes grey, sometimes gold or yellow--on the outside.
|Height|: 5'7"
|Weight|: 130 lbs.
|Build|: Between skinny and athletic.
|Piercings|: Two (snake bite).
|Tattoos|: None yet.
|Ethnicities|: Spanish, Irish, French, Polish, German, English, Scottish, Native American.
|Zodiac Sign|: Gemini.
|Fav. Colors|: Neon green and hot pink.
|Fav. Music|: Anything rock, especially screaming metal.
|Fav. Radio Station|: 106.7 KBPI.
|Fav. Songs|: "Almost Easy," Avenged Sevenfold.
|Fav. Band|: Avenged Sevenfold (obviously).
|Fav. Season|: Spring.
|Fav. Animal|: Frog.
|Fav. Food|: Cheese.
|Fav. Candy|: Milk duds.
|Fav. Television Shows|: Family Guy; Futurama; Courage the Cowardly Dog; Robot Chicken; The Oblongs; Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends; Law and Order: SVU (the only shows I watch).
|Fav. Movie|: Silent Hill.
A note to the reader: most of the poems I post now are poems I have written in the past. I don't really write a lot of poetry anymore.
I've been through hell and back. I refuse to let it bring me down. The only rational response to life's bullshit is happiness.
Bands/Singers:
*Avenged Sevenfold*
Evanescence
Yellowcard
Green Day
The Black Dahlia Murder
Hoobastank
Kittie
As I Lay Dying
Linkin Park
The Casualties
Senses Fail
t.A.T.u.
R.E.M.
30 Seconds to Mars
System of a Down
Maroon 5
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
10 Years
Nirvana
Nine Inch Nails
Smashing Pumpkins
Three Days Grace
Staind
The Fray
Sum-41
Killswitch Engage
Bullet For My Valentine
Rammstein
Depeche Mode
Sublime
Tool
Jack Off Jill
Atreyu
Nothingface
Groups I've created:
Life is worth living
We like shiny things
Fans of Avenged Sevenfold
And remember: Weird people change the world, for normal people keep it the same.
Random Stuff About Myself:
|Name|: Nicholas Arthur Martinez
|Age|: 19
|Born|: 12 June 1988, 2:59 A.M.
|Hometown|: Westminster, CO
|Gender|: Male
|Living In|: Arvada, Colorado
|Sexual Orientation|: Straight.
|Relationship Status|: Not sure.
|Children|: Proud father of one son.
|Label|: Fuck labels. Don't try it on me.
|Skin Color|: Naturally white, but a dark tan over most of it.
|Hair|: Bluish-black, long in front, short in back.
|Eye Color|: Intermediate brown on the inside, a lighter shade of brown--sometimes green, sometimes grey, sometimes gold or yellow--on the outside.
|Height|: 5'7"
|Weight|: 130 lbs.
|Build|: Between skinny and athletic.
|Piercings|: Two (snake bite).
|Tattoos|: None yet.
|Ethnicities|: Spanish, Irish, French, Polish, German, English, Scottish, Native American.
|Zodiac Sign|: Gemini.
|Fav. Colors|: Neon green and hot pink.
|Fav. Music|: Anything rock, especially screaming metal.
|Fav. Radio Station|: 106.7 KBPI.
|Fav. Songs|: "Almost Easy," Avenged Sevenfold.
|Fav. Band|: Avenged Sevenfold (obviously).
|Fav. Season|: Spring.
|Fav. Animal|: Frog.
|Fav. Food|: Cheese.
|Fav. Candy|: Milk duds.
|Fav. Television Shows|: Family Guy; Futurama; Courage the Cowardly Dog; Robot Chicken; The Oblongs; Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends; Law and Order: SVU (the only shows I watch).
|Fav. Movie|: Silent Hill.
- Last seen 5 hours ago. Member since March 22, 2005.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 282 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Haha, what?".
- I am a 19 year old man from Colorado (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm chillin.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/darkness_prevails219
- I am in the groups A Group for people who like to randomly stare at people just to freak them out, A Hard Rock and Heavy Metal Lovers Group, Amy Lee is a Rock Goddess, For Everyone Who Is Known As Different, Music Rules My Life, Rockers and Writers, absent minded crazy people, for the Love of Rock
- I have 282 comments, 1 contest
My Poetry
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Five months later, and I still can't forgive myself.
Maybe I never will.26 lines, 2 comments, October 8, 2007. In Personal, Thoughts, Sad, Pain, My life, Lost in thought, Depression, Lost love -
Logic: Tell her, Nicholas. Do it. Just do it. Be a man.
Love: Should I?123 lines, 4 comments, September 16, 2007. In Love, Personal, Thoughts, My own style, Lost in thought -
Some have it all without trying,
While others fight for the bare necessities.
My Stories
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Randomness...in a story!255 lines, 3 comments, November 29, 2005. In <600 words, Humor
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A7X-4-Life on April 21, 2007Yeah AVENGED SEVENFOLD is fucking awesome! Theyve rocked my world ever since I heard them, which my first song was Bat Country but then I got into their older stuff too, and thats why a lot of people call me a poser but im not. Their new album comes in 193 days im so excited! And Ill check out your group dedicated to them, i have a myspace dedicated to them also www.myspace.com/A7XTillDeath Check it out sometimes!
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Desperation : *sigh* on March 26, 2007I don't know what happened here, Nicholas. I don't know what changed you, and made you into the one things you told me you hated to no end. A liar...a heartbreaker. Hopefully, soon I'll make it up there, and you might actually talk to me about all of this. I'd like that. I don't know when, or how, but I'll make it up there. Or maybe get you down here. Actually, I don't even think you'd come, anymore.
The only reason Paige and I have come up with for deleting us both, would be because Heaven asked you to. If so, that's fine. I understand. This happens to me a lot. But, then again....I guess you knew that, huh?
Do you remember the first time I told you to forget about me? The very first time? And you said you could never forget about me, because you loved me too much?
Do you know why I asked you to forget about me? It was because I knew how in love you were with Heaven, and that all I wanted was for you to be happy for once in your life. Truly happy. But then she hurt you. And then we grew a little bit. And every single day we fell in love with eachother a little more. Do you remember?
Well, baby. I have a dance coming up at school. And I realized...no one's gonna dance with me. You know that? And it hurts, because I have the prettiest dress picked out. And I keep remembering how you promised we would dance together.
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TripleGoddess on January 18, 2007*-love-*
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TripleGoddess on December 16, 2006I just realizied that we've been members almost the same amount of time.
I don't know.. random observance.
